Anonymous asked:
you have no ideA How sorry i feel for you. first i read the "aboutme" and of course felt companeed with the stuff i know from myself. but then i went through your archive and felt from one sad post over the failed marryme-try to the damaging gastric stories more and more commiserated 2 u. i hope you will survive that torture(even if i have the somber suspicion it wont go any longer with u) and for me; i will recover. i wont go on with selfharming behavior even 1 sec ! :((( fuck why is evrything

Please dont feel sorry for me I am fine!! The reason I havent been on tumblr for such a long time is because I am almost recovered! I only purge about once a week and thee urge to binge is getting fainter every day.  I do still feel tremendous guilt when I eat my fear foods but I am eating them now without pruging and havent even gained weight. I can now look int he mirror and think “my body isnt that bad, its not perfect but its good enough for me and who gives a fuck what anyone else thinks!! xoxoxoxox