orlythatscrazy-deactivated20140 asked:
I can't stop binging and purgjng :( how often Do you Do it?

Hi ! I used to do it whenever I could. If I was alone all day I would have 3-5 sessions of binging and purging. I have completely stopped now and I just found out im pregnant! There is light at the end of the tunnel I promise but you cant do it alone. I tried so many times to stop on my own so I didnt have to tell anyone but I always failed. I eventually told the people that care about me and they heloed me though it. I needed someone to go with me to every appointment. It probably took a year to totally stop. Get help now. Don’t waste another minute of your life xxx

I want to be one of those people who does yoga and eats berries for breakfast, but I’m one of those people who stays in bed until 4 pm and eats pizza. 

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But I have infinite tenderness for you. I always will. All my life long.
Blue is the Warmest Color
It’s messing people up, this social pressure to “find your passion” and “know what it is you want to do”. It’s perfectly fine to just live your moments fully, and marvel as many small and large passions, many small and large purposes enter and leave your life. For many people there is no realization, no bliss to follow, no discovery of your life’s purpose. This isn’t sad, it’s just the way things are. Stop trying to find the forest and just enjoy the trees.
Sally Coulter 

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I am constantly aware of the weight of the ring on my finger. I took if off last night and have not put it back on. When I am alone I belong to noone.

If I can’t have a baby then I see no reason to try so hard to be healthy.

I feel myself going down again. Crying in the shower. Crying for no known reason.

Is anyone else struggling to get their period back after recovering from bulimia?